My Dearest Sereniti,
Once upon a time there was a little girl who, by losing her dad, gained the mental capacity that could withstand even the darkest moments and smile. This little girl learned one thing when she grew up; To leave a message to her daughter so that the day she is no longer here, her daughter is assured of her absolute purpose. She realized from her father’s death that without a letter like this so many questions go unanswered. So my darling, today, I give you the gift of an eternal message. I have always feared writing this letter because it is the utmost acceptance of death. It is truly the most important thing I will do in my life. One day, far off in the distance, I will no longer be here. You will only have my energy and my memories that remain. My words to you, are very simple. They are simple because though I have had many experiences in this life, only moments matter. The invaluable lessons I have learned from these moments are worth listening to. First my sweetheart, you should understand that from the moment I saw you, I realized what a miracle felt like. I realized that there is a God and only God could have allowed me to build such a beautiful human being. These words, are yours. I remember holding you as a newborn baby, waiting for you to take a breath. As I watched you sleep, I basked in you. As I watched you grow, you became better than me. With you by my side I had wings and infinite possibilities. You would teach me lessons I didn’t know I had to learn. Most importantly, I would listen to you, more than anyone else, because I knew you held my answers. I was to show you the world through my eyes, and learn from your perceptions. Hope became an everyday feeling. Sereniti, I thank GOD for you. You are truly magic. And here is my message to you;
1. Love EVERYONE without judgement because they too have feelings.
2. Don’t be afraid to try something new.
3. Find your happy place that is special to only you.
4. Understand that EVERYDAY is a blessing.
4. Wake Up with a purpose to inspire your generation and others that will live beyond you.
5. Have the strength to love without barriers, but also have the strength to walk away when it hurts your soul.
6. Remember the magic in our hugs so you will feel them for eternity.
7. Others opinions do not DEFINE YOU.
8. Realize that a day didn’t go by where you weren’t my lifeline. You were truly my air. I’ve loved you since I felt your heart beating inside of me. I could have never imagined a more beautiful human, but God gave me his BEST.
You are my greatest accomplishment. I was meant to be your mommy, and you my baby. Thank you my love for showing me the bright side of life.
Sereniti Sparkles 